7. BEYOND REASON

Reason allowed himself to drift in his celestial cavern of a bubble.
Letting what he had just learned filter through.
It was dark. It was quiet this is how he liked it. Pushing and pulling the air like it were solid Reason manoeuvred himself. So he could enjoy the nebula he was about to be consumed by. He wished to enjoy a moment. Before he informed them of what was going on with the droid.
Reason sighed. Seemingly regretful and weary.
Turning his attention toward the nebulous wonder.
So much light. Yet so little pain it caused his ever sensitive eyes. Floating in his bubble he felt as if he were encased inside the nebula itself. For it was all around him now.
Reason felt joy. How he missed that warm smile in the belly and heart.
Why had humanity given it up…
Reason relaxed on his cloud letting his mind and emotions loose in the nebula...

MEET MOM

"Rea-son. Rea. Come back now Rea" Reason could hear that call. That voice. He didn't want to return. Being here in the perfect space. His mind. His emotion. His bubble. This, his slice of eternity.
His ears were burning and starting to ache. Why did they insist on using that noise maker. They had thought.
But it wasn't enough, she had said. "We have these bits best use them" In that nasal off pitch voice.
Reason was certain permanent damage had been done long ago.
He was so sensitive to sound and light for that matter. He didn't see the point in using the near obsolete. The fact it was a part of his body was a non-issue to him. "Rea-son" With thought Reason gruffed back "Mother. Stop yelling. I can hear you. Use thought please. You're hurting my head." Reason suddenly felt warmth on his face and his body.
He sighed. Bracing himself for the inevitable.
His mother moved closer. The light following her. Becoming unbearable to Reason. He loved the dark and made it a point not to see white light with his eyes.
With a mental sigh he addressed his mother. "What is it you wished of me mother. I'm busy and the light is quite discomforting."
Instantly he felt the dark coolness return. "I'm sorry Rea" she said. Then stopped as she saw him flinch. She repeated the apology with thought. "Thank you mother. I'm sorry I just find your ways so awkward and uncomfortably stimulating." His mother stood looking most apologetic.
Reason could feel this. Like a wave of shame crashing into his cloud. He lowered to see his mother's face.
He sent her warmth and love and was rewarded in kind...
"Would you like to know how the droid are doing?" Mom always enjoyed his updates. She jumped up next to him on his cloud. He smiled with fondness she was beautiful in her simplicity.
"The droid are evolving mother. They are evolving emotionally, without any modifications on our part." He let this flow through her. She was excited initially then confusion hit her and finally fear. "Son I'm not altogether comfortable with the idea of droids having feelings. Why we humans have for millennia been trying to overcome that weakness."
He knew she was right. He was feeling alarm at the situation himself. "I know mother I'm not sure myself whether it is a good thing, or not. Will we be able to rely on emotional droids?"
He sent again calming warmth.
They sat deep in their own thoughts watching the paths open up…

MEET DAD

Reason was content to let his endlessly winding thought paths roam. Then he stumbled upon one that interested him. The path showed the droid population. The Bonds. Coaching their human wards through situations that extended thought when emotion was present. It also showed the wards, teaching the droids to use logic and reason. In situations that overwhelmed the newly self evolved Bonds.
Reason felt a drag on his thought path and let it pull and eventually release. In his mind his father asked. "Son. Why do you bother yourself with such matters? We know that whatever happens is what is meant to happen." Reason smiled and replied of mind. "Because there is always a chance that we may be able to change the future. Is there not?" Reason waited. He could feel his father probing at his logic. "Yes that is correct. But I don't understand why it interests you. Why not just sit back and watch as your mother and I do?" Reason listened patiently. Feeling his father's genuine confusion. He simply held no interest in human affairs any more. He didn't need to not here. Reason smiled to his father in reply and sent. "I can't honestly tell you father why I am interested. Only that I am. I guess when I first started this project it was all very calculated and impersonal. However I have grown an appreciation for all the inhabitants of this world. If I can manipulate situations to better improve habitation and evolution. Is that not for the good of all?" Reason could hear his words and not for the first time felt a slight shame at his egoism. He shrugged it off telling himself that it was human conditioning rubbing off on him.
He knew he didn't really buy that. But wasn't ready to deal with the facts. His father silent and deep left his space with a lot on his mind. "I'm not sure son. It just doesn't feel right somehow." His father was gone.
Reason sat his face hot. His heart beating quick and his stomach ill…
A warm cooling enveloped him then his mother spoke of mind. "Don't worry son I'm sure you will do what is right. Because we can't do any wrong." She stroked his cheek. Kissed his forehead, then patting him on the arm. Before she left.
Thinking to herself. We can't do anything wrong…
Her brow furrowed.

ALONE

Reason's bubble was once again quiet and dark. The nebula was dim he brightened it then dimmed it again. He wished he hadn't seen his mother's thoughts. It was easy to deny ones own worries. But his mom was now questioning stability. To know you did no wrong made everything right.
She was on a path that would lead to no good end that he could see.
What was happening it seemed not only Scenteal was evolving but the droids and now them.
Reason clutched at his stomach nothing was right.
Right at this moment everything seemed wrong...

6. BEYOND BOND

Scenteal having just left for work.
Bond made his way to the Cube and was wondering how she might react to the news of the feral.
Of course he had not mentioned his knowledge of the case to her that was not his place he did however 'feel' strange about withholding from his ward.
He stood in the Cube against the wall waiting for Reason. This was something he did once a week Reason liked to stay in touch with all the Bonds.
As he waited he thought of the feral babe and also over the details he knew of this child and the discovery of the child.
Other Bonds were also in his head discussing their knowledge of this case and many other subjects.
A few Bonds were curious as to why He (Scenteal's Bond) felt strange for not disclosing information that would rightly get to the ward through the proper channels anyway.
Bond was unable to explain himself it simply was an awkward sensation he 'physically' felt.
This was odd to the others and many were running diagnostics on him as they spoke
Bond didn't mind. This may produce answers to questions he hadn't yet thought of 
he followed their flow they found nothing they considered out of the ordinary.

MEET REASON

The other Bonds fell silent when Reason greeted Bond in mind.
"Scenteal's Bond. Tell me of your ward her tasks, her progress in evolution." Bond informed Reason of Scenteal's health, general state of mind, sexual and emotional status.
Reason probed. "She is due a big advancement soon is she not?" Bond replied in kind. "Yes in fact her next task is set and in play as we speak."
Reason questioned. "Is she ready to grow?" Bond shifted ever slightly in position. "Academically, mentally and physically, yes she is ready."
Reason heard what the droid had said in his mind. But something else had caught his interest and it wasn't in the words. The droid had moved. Not a flinch or a cringe but a definite movement, as if, it were uncomfortable.  Reason had felt the droids movement in his mind.  Interesting this self evolving tech-deck was 'evolving emotionally' he must conference on this 'Human Emotion' was a delicate entity guarded and shaped for millennia now.  It may not do to have droids getting all juiced on emo. "How about emotionally is she ready, this is her final term with you is it not? So her task is going to evolve her emotionally more than any other task has, is she ready?" Reason thought the questions quite abruptly, after all he was addressing a droid, so it shouldn't matter.  Again slight movement from Bond. Then he replied of mind. "I think she is ready emotionally, yes." Reason's eyes smiled with curious interest. Though he was globally opposed to Bond he could hear and feel this droid clearly in his mind. He softened his voice of thought. "You think, you are not certain then?"  Bond sent. "Yes. I am not certain. It will be an intense task."
Reason smirked to himself then thought to ask. "You seem concerned, am I feeling this right?"  Bond's shoulders stiffened and toes curled. "Yes I am concerned."
Reason holding Bond's mind continued. "How does it feel to be concerned. How does it feel for you?"  Bond felt this strange coolness run down his spine he showed no outward sign of this, he replied to Reason. "I'm sorry. I don't understand the question?" Bonds synth-skin prickled beneath his clothes.
Reason had been paying close attention he didn't notice Bonds physical sensations, but he did recognise straight away how the droid became 'more droidy and affirmative in nature'.
Reason was elated and chilled simultaneously. They're 'naturally evolving' and emotionally, just what we had been aiming for and now what we… The droid had lied to him Reason stopped himself, they're evolving they may be able to hear my private mind. To Bond he sent. "Well you will be accompanying her so you need not be overly concerned."  Bond knew this check in was ending and he 'felt' he had missed something. "Yes. I'm going with Scenteal."  Reason ended it with. "Okay til next week then."  For the briefest of moments Bond was in silence, the silence was dark and freezing yet burned the minds eye.
Then the other bonds, bombarded him with questions, he was too drained to answer. "Run diagnostic again. Anyone, everyone something is not right"

INTENSE BOND

After many other Bonds had run a seemingly pointless diagnostic on him Bond left the cube.
Instantly he felt Scenteal she was hurting, writhing, physically sick, he could feel her pain. Her mind screaming in blackred bilious waves. "Bond I need you! I need you now!" She screamed. I must go! He went to move then but the room moved instead, the walls swelled and wavered, forcing Bond to halt. He stared at the wall then breathed deep maybe his bio-systems needed oxygen. He moved through certain postures that would get the blood circulating better. Though he had always had a living organic structure, he had never had any problems with it before. These experiences, why were they happening now Scenteal needed him she was about to be consumed by a new reality.
How could he be there for her when he was not fully functioning. He finished the postures but had noticed a swimmy quality to his thoughts. Or behind the eyes? He was not certain.
He stood still to assess his sight of eye and mind.
It all seemed normal…
Scenteal had left with the chief Bond decided to head for Southside, hopefully he would arrive in time to comfort her. He thought to his collegues. "Give me all the information we have on our organic constructs and any theories on merging bio and cybersystems. Any and all. Thank you."
Bond left the building…

7.BEYOND REASON

5. BEYOND ZEN

As we stepped into the corridor we felt Zen tense a little both Nelson and I sent warm loving vibes to this once feral Babe, we paused and let Zen look around. Though there was little to look at he looked up and down the hall then to each of us in turn we smiled and started to walk down the corridor, toward the foyer where I first came in. Neither of us spoke we just walked sent love and listened to Zen's mind heart and body. He was still afraid but was passed the point of flight he was no longer tense which was a big relief, I opened to Nelson through thought and asked. "Where was Zen found? Was he in the wild? In an abandoned town? Where did he come from?" We were nearing the foyer Nelson felt disturbed and perplexed though he kept it mild I believe for Zen's sake more than his own He cleared his throat though he spoke with his mind. "Ahemm, he was found by a team of Surveyors of Science they had been studying an Old City that was around before 'The Shift' or should I say the remnants of he was startled by the team when they made an attempt, to enter some of the least damaged area. It seemed Zen had been sheltering there for a little while." Nelson seemed amused by the thought "I can't imagine who would have been the most terrified." He sent warm envelopment to Zen Nelson was fulfilling the responsibilities he had made to Ohana.  I laughed at the thought of the Adults being scared witless, by this adorable child though I knew he would have been an awesome sight. "Yes I know that my heart would've tried to retreat to safer ground."  We both wrapped energy around Zen as we entered the foyer Zen looked around without fear. Which made me bloom with pride, oh dear another emotion I'd only read about we slowed to a stop and let him take a really good look.  There were a few people around working quietly and he was watching them intently. Then he smiled as he felt their warmth come to him and greet him, though they did not turn to even see or obviously acknowledge him Zen was appreciative of the contact.

ZEN AND ORE

We continued to the door leading to the outside world I was feeling a little anxious Nelson was also Zen though seemed calm as if this was not a big deal for him. Maybe that was because he didn't know what was out there?  Then I felt a strange energy flow around me to rest on Zen I could tell Nelson had felt it to "oh" I offered involuntarily Nelson reacted with, "Hmm." Zen studied our faces, thoughts and feelings he seemed curious that we were unsure. Then smiled and laughed as he pulled more of this pure energy into him and released its equivalent. "Ore" Zen said and started confidently toward the door. Nelson and I were striding to keep up, though Zen was not running he moved swiftly and with minimal muscle motion almost like he was on a telepath, though the speed was not as quick the non-movement, was telltale of such traverse.
He thought to the door not the word open but simply a picture of his wish to go out and the door responded.  I looked at Nelson and sent. "I didn't know we could do that." Nelson's face was one of disbelief "I didn't either" Nelson continued of mind. "Did that energy feel familiar to you?" I replied in kind. "Yes it felt similar to the energy of Zer, Yael, and Ohana yet this was more direct and it felt, ahh intentional or purposeful" Nelsons brow furrowed. "Yes that is how it felt to me to. They love him Scenteal that is not in question, but why was he found alone in the ruins? It doesn't make any sense." My heart ached at the happenings that may have occurred leaving this child homeless. "I guess we will eventually find out."
We caught up to Zen on the step he was standing there staring off into the distance. The strange energy was still around him, from what I could make of the interaction Zen was explaining that Nelson and I were a part of his Ohana now and that he would stay with us. At least that is what I gleaned from the pictures in Zen's mind I looked to Nelson for an affirmative and he nodded. We waited as Zen assured whomever it was he was talking to, that this is the way things were to be (Once again seeming more ancient than his years) the energy then lessened to a whisper. Zen turned to look at us and smiled then gave us a picture of Nelson and myself following him. I looked at Nelson and he at me he spoke with mind and voice. "It is not normally how we would go about finding an abandoned ones family, but then it is not normal to have an abandoned one I am only referring to the script I read on the subject last night. Do you realise we don't even have any procedures in place for this type of incident." He sighed then continued "I had to search archives for data from over two millennia ago and even that just referred me to earlier data pre-stable but post-shift." I saw Nelson was not convinced of the data he'd run through.
"Let's see where he takes us shall we?" I offered Nelson smiled relief  I guessed it was because he hadn't had to make the decision we smiled Zen took the lead.
We walked off into the yard.

A STROLL WITH ZEN

Bond was waiting at the stable with Jeneral and Stein Zen went straight up to them and smiled Stein smooched around Zen's legs and Jeneral came to get petted on the head Bond rubbed Zen's shoulder.  
It was a beautiful scene.
"Good morning" I smiled in greeting. "Are we all ready for the adventure?" Warmth flooded from the team assembled. "I'm quite looking forward to figuring out the mysteries behind how this delightful young one, came to be in our care" thought Jeneral.
"As am I" thought Stein. Bond also agreed "Yes it is a worry to think that a Babe who seems loved by his people is now here with us, having been apparently abandoned."
We all nodded in agreement to Bonds words. It was a most extraordinary thing to have happen. "I'm also interested in meeting Ore." I smiled down at Zen he smiled back but there seemed a sadness deep in his heart. I sent a picture to Zen of his leading us he smiled and nodded then started walking south, I felt a niggle and let it go. We were prepared, we were a strong team. Everyone who knew us, knew where we were at any given moment. So we'd be perfectly safe or so I tried to reason with myself.  Bond and Nelson both sent reassuring warmth to me, Stein sent. "Yes we are safe Southside isn't all that bad." He sent a smile with the thought.  "Thank you all." I replied in voice and shared warmth with the team.  The farm didn't really end it just started merging with acres of Onemeal Trees. These trees were the bearers of the food of our staple, they also had the added benefit of storing solar energy, which was transferred and converted then utilised in the running of all our telepaths, houses and all contained there-in. All plants had this ability but these were numbered in their thousands and were most productive. In Suburbia we had trees of all shapes and sizes each serving a purpose. In the Bonded sector where I resided, our dwellings encircled a great ancient nut tree, this sustained us quite sufficiently with both food and energy. At work and out in the nature spaces, you could always find fruit trees, from which any could graze freely, fruit trees were also growing at designated points along all of the telepaths. I guess it was quite an orderly environment where I lived. The contrast was evident now that I was out here in which was for me uncharted territory. These mighty sustainers of life, silent and giant, were noble in their duty. Birds flittered through the air and skittered in the growth beneath the giants, we didn't have undergrowth in suburbia, the sounds were eerie in their delivery so random and unsolicited.  I thought I could feel the trees there were people who could I'd not met anyone who did though I hadn't felt tree energy ever before I didn't want to investigate that at this point. So I focused on the beauty that surrounded me.
I soaked in the experience of nature.
As we walked the gravel path scrunched beneath our feet and scuffed with each step I found the texture underfoot and of ear quite pleasing. Zen and Jeneral had run off taking the lead Zen was laughing and obviously loving the adventure in short time they disappeared from sight I could still hear them in my mind and feel their excitement.
Jeneral was having a marvellous time "I feel like a pup again!" She sent to us then bounded off barking, we all laughed at her free spirited way.
I was trying to find memory of ever having felt that free and exuberant. I was having a hard time and my head started hurting. "Scenteal" Bond said of mind, "you shouldn't do this to yourself." He came close and pressed the spot at the base of my skull releasing the pressure I freely built up. "A-ha!" That was my freely, right thereI freely give myself a headache "Scenteal." Bond offered kindly and in sympathy for he knew I'd not give up this thought.
I focused once again on the journey...
My thoughts took in this group that had come together for this one child.  Who was Zen that we now were united in this one cause? Apart from Bond no-one here was known to me.
Stein sent "I know Jeneral, we work together often." Nelson said "I have met Bond before today, but I know neither, Stein or Jeneral."  Surprised I simply sighed "Oh." Nelson sent warmth and sympathy? I kept walking as thoughts kept flooding in dancing and morphing.
Who was Bond? I live with a stranger. How does he know Nelson?
What is it he does when he isn't with me? Is he with me as I sleep? Why would he be? He doesn't need to sleep. The amulet at my breast, would alert him to my impending waking state. He may just return before I do? Return from what, from where?
Once again Bond placed his hand at the base of my skull. "Scenteal, it is good to question when you are ready for the answers, they will come." I continued to walk and started letting go of the thoughts that bothered me. They would still be there when I had time to address them. I raised my head not realising I had dropped it I breathed deep and looked toward the horizon. Zen and Jeneral waited at what appeared to be the end of the road.
I looked around at the gentle giants I would miss them I wondered if I would know such beauty again.
I thanked them for their being and walked on...

SOUTHSIDE

Nearing Zen and Jeneral I noticed that we had indeed come to the end of the road.
Beyond where they stood was a great depression, filled with the most amazing sight I'd ever laid eyes upon it was a jungle a thick luscious jungle, we stood momentarily absorbing the beauty of Southside.  Stein came to me weaving in and around my legs, He sent. "See it's not so bad is it?" I sent him warmth and replied of mind "This is exquisite!" I was almost breathless. I felt drawn I would be going in there exhilarated I breathed deep the cooler crisper air that was offered Nelson came and stood beside me, gaining my attention "This is a unique experience. I hope you enjoy every moment." Then he placed an arm about my shoulders and squeezed me gently, my body reacted, wanting more I let it go my cheeks bloomed but I didn't mind.  After all there were no secrets amongst this group.
Jeneral came up her manner tight. "We must move on we don't want to be scrambling around in the jungle after dark." I smiled and nodded.
Nelson and I parted…
Zen was off down the track of the cliff face as soon as he saw us moving I had to laugh at his eagerness I couldn't decipher from his joyous thoughts, if it was the jungle or something else, all I could make out was jumping and leaping and a feeling of freedom. There was that word again free, freedom.
Was it normal to be feeling this inhibited unsatisfied and yearning? I couldn't recall learning anything about this, phenomena when scholared?  We never really dealt with personal things at all. Everything was logical, practical, you did what was to be done, you thought through everything and found the answer or another question. Nothing to do with heart at all. Interesting…
The scent of the jungle grew thicker, cooler and damp I came once again out of mind, to take in the now. My eyes delighted at greens on greens and living moisture on the forest floor blacks and browns seeming fresh and decayed. Textures abound course timber of trunks supporting boughs of smooth shiny leaves, sizes, shapes, nothing conformed yet everything had its place, perfect untamed beauty I was most fortunate to know this place.
To think I thought all of Southside was going to be like the farm holding, just cells but without technology.

JUNGLE DEEP

I looked closer and felt further out into the jungle we followed a well worn path I could feel the trees their heady energy creating a loll under the canopy.
Moisture warm started to build on my skin as a whispered breeze scintillated, amidst all these sensations I could feel the animals in numbers vast. Every imaginable creature it seemed, although I had worked with many animals I'd not felt such variety before I only vaguely identified two creatures an arachnid and a mosquito. These creatures I knew intimately, as people came into contact with them often. They weren't the easiest to communicate with and the mosquito was very stubborn and relentless I had had some success convincing some mosquito that it would be best to find an animal besides man to feed off, for it would almost always, end bad for them and their kind. Unfortunately the varieties of mammals left were few, and their numbers low. The human was the most logical choice for their kind.  I lifted my head looking with eye and mind I sent out a calm energy tone, one all the creatures would recognize as human, as me. I felt a pause in the jungle energy, everything was listening, then individual tones were sent back in greeting. Zen had stopped and was listening to the new energies he released his own fun and spirited one. Instead of being sent a greeting back, little creatures started appearing at the paths edge and the flora replied with a melodic energy. 
He suited the jungle and the jungle knew him...

6.BEYOND BOND

4. BEYOND BOY

Boy sat there head cocked in curiosity at me. He was so cute. I smiled he did the same.
I entered his room. I noticed the room change slightly warmer and the lightest of pink tingeing.
Boy positively beamed at me. Looking as if he were about to explode with love and excitement.
I went to him and stroked his face he nearly collapsed in a mush. I guided him to the couch and we sat.
I placed an arm around him. He snuggled in I stroked his arm. He actually started purring.
We sat in this fashion for a little while. I even hummed a tuned and he copied me easily. He learned so quickly.
How could a truly feral being learn so quickly. It puzzled me. Boy moved to look at my face. His changed from serene to worry.
I smiled "It's okay. I'm just wondering about you. You are a mystery, you know that. Who are you?"
I look into his grey eyes and am drawn in…

MEETING MOTHER

I'm alone in a strange place it is warm and loving.
It is quite beautiful, though grey on grey. I feel loved. I then see-feel with mind-eye-body. A beautiful woman with deep grey eyes. Her essence runs through me, an intense feeling of love. I can feel my body radiating with her energy.
Then another figure presents.
The energy is magnificent powerful attractive and sensual. My body reacts to this vision in an extreme way. I let the feeling run through me.
Drifting on a grey wave I hear Bond.
"Scenteal come back now Sweety" Bonds voice excites me, even at the most inappropriate times.
I stretch feeling as though I've had another 6 hours rest.
Boy is doing the same. He is smiling wistfully. I take his hand gently and say. "Thank you she is beautiful" I send him thoughts of his mother that he had shared with me.
He smiled but his heart was keening! I held him in warm energy and held my arms open for him.
The room lulled with sound and colour. He accepted my support and came to curl up in my arms.
Bond was observing us. He too was looking wistful empathtech is amazing! He sat beside us warmth radiating forth.
We relax in the sea of calm…

TODAY ENLIGHTENMENT

"I'm taking him with me today." I inform Bond. "Yes" he replies. Why we speak I do not know? We essentially know each others mind. Speech is not necessary between Sentients and Empathtechs.
I think it may be the last grasp we have on the tangible. Or maybe we like to give of ourselves directly?
This is not the time or place for such pondering. Bond smiles he knows I think myself in circles all the time. Amusing to him. An endless journey for me. I return the smile.
"Has the Babe been in the cleanser?" I announce to the room.
I don't get an answer. "Hmm?" I look to Bond he shrugs. "I guess they are not interactive in the mind sense. Must be simple Aura walls. It would make sense." I gave him a look of not sure which? I was astounded I didn't even know you could get separate functioning walls.
I think I may have glazed over.
"Nelson is on his way now Scenteal."
"Thank you Bond. Sorry I have not been dealing too well with all the new ideas." Bond rumbled richly in laughter. "It is all okay you have learned much in the last days. That many would refuse to believe in a lifetime." This confused me further.
But Bond how do you know about the walls and people not believing? My world was suddenly feeling awfully small.
I never thought of myself as small minded before. But it was becoming evident that I most certainly was.
Bond let me wander in my thoughts…
It was strange I had been with Bond four years. This was my final year with him. I didn't even realise he knew of things outside of me and my interests.
Of course he would it's not like he was with me all my waking hours. I had no idea of where he was when not with me. It wasn't important. He wasn't sentient.
My stomach started feeling ick. How self involved can one be, and why now do I think such. When I'm involved in such a complex and undetermined mission.
I. I. I. Ick.
My aurap was assisting me in my state of cruel enlightenment. Tightening around my stomach and cooling me in a fresh yellow.
I turned to Bond sadness in heart-mind "I'm awfully sorry." I said of mind. Bond held my eyes with his lavender eyes and gentle smile. He explained in thought. "Scenteal it is all part of the natural course of becoming an Adult. You have done no wrong. This is something you need to experience and understand. To achieve excellence of self." He held me in his smile and sent me warmth. I relaxed and felt a deep respect for this empathtech. "Thank you Bond." I gave sincerely. "You are welcome Scenteal."
We sat quiet. I in reflection. The babe as a content kitten. Bond as Bond…

MEET ZEN

Nelson entered the room. "Morning" he said smiling warmly at the boy.
Then he looked at me and I swear he consumed me. I squirmed as my heart boomed and stomach flipped. "Ummm…"
Bond spoke aware of my ineptness at basic speech. "Scenteal was wondering if the boy had been in the cleansing cube?" Nelson smiled at me. Then turned to acknowledge Bond, then back to me. "Yes he has and he didn't like it at all!" Having gained my composure I spoke. "Well if go through first he may feel more confident to do so himself?" Nelson and Bond nodded in agreement.
I went over to the boy. "I am going to go and clean myself over there." I pointed to the room. "Okay?" He looked at me and at where I was pointing. He looked a little worried.
He held my hand whilst I walked over. I knelt down to speak to him. "I'm going in there it is okay." I stroked his cheek gently he looked sad. Then he looked back at Nelson and Bond.
Nelson walked over and knelt next to the boy. "It is okay." He said "Go cleanse I'll stay with. We need to give him a name."
I offered. "Ask him what his name is." I smiled and entered the light.
I came out of the cleanser feeling revived and ready…
Nelson was sitting with Boy on the floor and they had a Zen Tray laid before them. Boy was running his fingers through the sand. The mood was relaxed and loving. I had not been around this type of relationship before. It was a little different very warming. Nelson spoke by mind "Hi you this is new for me also. It is a very nice space don't you think?" I replied in kind "Yes it is a lovely space and I am grateful to share the experience." Boy looked at me and smiled, the warmth touched my heart.
With voice Nelson introduced me. "This is Vowd. He comes from the line of Vowd. His father was Vowd Zer. This is Vowd Zen." I smiled at that as did Nelson.
Zen looked at us and smiled too. "Nice to meet you Zen." I knelt to his level and brushed his cheek with my hand. Zen pushed into my hand he was purring. "It is time for Zen to cleanse." I spoke with mind and voice.
While I had been talking to Zen. Nelson had gone off to do something. I really had wanted him to help with Zens cleansing.
Nelson reappeared in an Aurap it was a light blue-purple he looked stunning! I sat staring mouth agape. Until I realised that I sat staring mouth agape. Nelson looked at me intently. His blue eyes sparkling a knowing. That I enjoyed what I could see, being him.
My cheeks were afire and the Aurap I was wearing was now the lightest blue-white.
She was cooling me down bless her…

CLEANSING ZEN

Feeling composure had reached me, however tentative. I spoke. "Oh, I'm glad you're here." My cheeks started to warm again. "I mean I was hoping you would help me, with Zen. Help me with Zen." I was a babbling idiot! No-one had reduced me to such ever!
I assured myself it was simply the drama that had taken place yesterday. It had heightened my sense of. Sense.
More like sensuality! Oh dear!
Nelson stood staring at me with immense pleasure beaming from his face.
I had been broadcasting my self-talk. Oh! I couldn't hold his eyes and dropped my head.
"It's okay." Nelson smiled through his voice sending a gentle warmth to me. "I thought it might be best if I assisted Zen with the cleansing. Until he understands how it all works. I've bought a mask for him to wear. So he can see what is happening. You may wish to ask him to put it on?"
Zen who had been watching us this whole time. Looked at me curiously. He was confused by my reaction to Nelson and seemingly amused.
"Males!" I thought.
Nelson laughed making the boy smile. I couldn't help but smile also.
Zen stood walked over to Nelson touched the aurap with interest. He hadn't seen Nelson in one before. Then he reached for the mask Nelson held for him. Looking at Nelson with enquiry. "Yes." replied Nelson with thought and voice. "It is for you." He handed the mask to Zen. Who took the translucent material and examined it. Pulling it and peering through it. He then placed it on his head.
Both Nelson and I laughed at the antics. "Here let me show you." Nelson said. He took the mask and placed it across his eyes. It conformed instantly to his contours.
Zen smiled touched the mask then tipped his head forward to see if it would fall off. Then shook his head seeing if it would come away. It didn't budge.
He giggled. We smiled.
Then Nelson placed a hand on Zen's shoulder to lead him away. "Let us go and get you cleaned up."
As they walked off Zen was still giggling about the mask on his face.
I cherished the scene. I had not witnessed such joy. It is rare to see such whimsical emotion. How odd for it is a beautiful thing.
I sat, relaxed and waited…

MEETING OHANA

I was sitting on the couch. Nibbling at the nuts and fresh fruit that had been brought in for breakfast.
Nelson and Zen returned from the cleansing.
I stopped with hand halfway to my mouth. I looked upon this handsome little man. His skin was touched a fair olive and now unmarred by dirt. He was wearing an aurap and aurapants.
He looked like the little boy he should. And was sporting an ecstatic grin. "Oh my Zen, don't you look handsome." I said with mind and voice sending him warmth.
Zen looked pleased with my approval and looked at Nelson. "I told you she would approve didn't I." Nelson smiled.
"Time to eat we are going out there today." He pointed to the door leading out to the rest of the building.
Zen suddenly looked concerned his beautiful grey eyes darted between Nelson and myself.
His aurap started rosing and calming.
I smiled at Zen then thought to him "Its okay we will take care of you." Nelson affirmed "Yes we will take care of you." We shared a smile with Zen and then each other. My face warmed. We both concentrated on sending warmth to Zen.
Then unexpectedly Zen encompassed us with a beautiful energy. His mind showing us his 'family' in the thousands. It was like we were being supported in an energy so powerful so deep it touched the soul.
Tears were welling in my eyes and my heart ached. Allowing and reciprocating this wonderful gift. I tried to focus on Nelson. He had no emotion on his face, but his eyes betrayed elatedness.
I smiled wistfully at Zen. He, at that moment, appeared not as a child. But as an ancient, his smile serene on his ageless face. His eyes eternal and in those eyes were the eyes of his mother, his father, their parents and theirs and so on. "Thank you Zen, Zer, Yael and Ohana. We shall protect this young soul entrusted to us." Nelson spoke these words. I couldn't form logical thought. Let alone think to be thankful and accept the obvious responsibility that Nelson had officially accepted for us. I looked at Nelson and could see he was serious of the position he had taken on. I to, felt genuinely committed to Zen and his care. Zen was beaming and I again saw the child that he is.
Having eaten the nuts and fruit provided we stood.
Zen with us we made our way to the door. A picture of going out flashed in my mind. I turned to Zen smiled and spoke of mind. "Yes we are going out." I felt a little anxiety but not a lot from him.
Nelson rubbed his back, comforting. We left the rooms.
Zen's aurap was calming peachpink tones.
We approached the door accessing the corridor…

5.BEYOND ZEN

3. BEYOND BABE

Boy went over to the glass and focused his attention on Nelson.
When he was sure Nelson was watching. He bowed his head in a sideways notion, looking awfully sorry. Nelson thought spoke with a small smile. "Hello I'm Nelson I am here to observe and assist." Boy looked straight at Nelson and thought with voice. "Yo I." Then sat back on his behind legs resting to the side.

He waited…

I walked over and sat by the translucent wall. I touched the glass with the palm of my hand. Boy looked intently at me and my hand. He rose cautiously and slunk toward me. He then mirrored my posture and sat putting his hand against mine.
I nodded and thought "hello" smiling warmly and projecting gentle warmth.
He nodded and tried the same. The fear I felt was deep. But there was a slight-trust just simmering beneath the terrified surface.
I smiled wider with teeth still hidden and placed another hand upon the wall. Again Boy mirrored. Then I slowly stood up. Boy did the same cautiously.
I moved to the door that would let me into where Boy was. "I would like to come in" I thought and spoke. Boy didn't appear to understand me.
I could feel the tension from the crews. Nelson's heart was pounding so hard in my mind, it hurt my ears.
I held up my arm to the wall and stroked it Boy did the same. I then held my arm to the wall, he did the same. I then acted to stroke his arm, again he mirrored me.
I spoke to the door. "Please let me in." Boy watched his anticipation had spiked.
The door opened Boy moved back a little as I stepped in.
I stood not three metres from the Boy. Who had not ten minutes previous near concussed himself on the wall.
Boy stood my mirror image.
I held both arms out hands down. He did the same. I moved forward one step. So did he.
We closed with our hands almost touching. I looked at boy smiling warmth.
I slowly crouched to come into his sightline. "Hello" I said and thought.
"A yo" Boy grunted.
Our fingers centimetres apart I made to touch one hand with the other.
Boy watched without flinching then copied me. I turned my palms up as did boy.
I motioned for him to touch my hand by pointing and rubbing. He just mimicked my movements. I then sat down legs crossed arms resting.
Boy didn't mimic this instead he sat in place with his legs to the side. Relaxed and waited.
I was comfortable didn't feel scared. I knew what I needed to do next. I wasn't so comfortable though, that the thought didn't scare me a little.
Facing Boy I changed to a laying position on my side.
He did mimic this with a cautious glimpse at Nelson and the teams. I lay looking at a little babe. This he actually was.
Under all the bravado he was just a babe.
As he relaxed into the posture his hand brushed mine. It was electrifying and he pulled back with a snarl.
My heart near jumped out of my mouth. Instinctively I curled up into foetal.
Hands and arms protecting face and neck. I was blind I couldn't see him. I could feel his alarm. Easing through confusion, curiousity, sympathy and love?
I was terrified and confused by his emotions. He was right there his breath slowing his fear fading.
"Ha yo" he gruffed.
I lifted my hands. His little face brightened as mine appeared. "Ha yo." He small smiled as I had him earlier.
I let a hand rest on the floor as my heart achieved consistency. "Hello" I thought and said with warmth and smile.
Boy moved back into mirror position then and his hand rested next to mine.
He let his finger touch mine. The surge ran again and we both flinched without losing contact.
I sent warmth and love to him and he wrapped himself in it. I kept sending. I then opened to let the team assist. So we all could help and get to know this little beauty.
When Boy became aware of the others energy he looked up and queried each.
Stein, Jeneral and Nelson let him know what their separate energy felt like.
Nelsons attention was soaked up with ferocity. The appreciation oozed from Boy. I sat up slowly and Boy followed.
"So, where to from here guys?" I had let Boy take my hand as I spoke with the Team. "We have made great progress. Whatever we do next is crucial. We don't want things to go back from here do we?''
The mood in the room had turned serious. Boy squeezed my hand gently then held it to his chest. He had sensed the mood change. The room adjusted to try and comfort him.
"Well," Nelson spoke "Should we see if he can be moved into more appropriate dwellings?"
Stein and Jeneral looked at each other. Then to me and at Nelson their doubt obvious in their faces.
I had started stroking Boys hand. He was now resting his head against my arm. "I'm not too sure that is a good idea he's secure here for himself and others." I couldn't believe the words spewing from my mouth. But they continued erupting forth. "I think at this time it would be a mistake to change his environment." Okay that makes sense. "I would like a cot set up in the other room for me please." Woah! But I kept speaking, "and a couch put in here. Make that two couches and a low sturdy table." Hmm I knew. I knew what was best but I didn't like it totally. It was definitely the best idea in this situation.
I returned my focus to Boy smiling as he examined my other hand thoroughly. Warmth issued from me and my heart ached. I was happy-sad a confliction consumed me.
Boy ever sensitive looked at me. Alarm in his beautifully innocent eyes. "Its okay." I smiled and rubbed his hand then I reached out to him.
I felt his shock he froze.
"Its okay." I stroked his arm gently. Realizing at the last moment that any move to the face or neck area may seem threatening.
"Its okay" I continued stroking his arm.
We'd only known each other for roughly 30 minutes and the progress had been sensational. But I felt it was going too slowly. "Nelson can you step into the other room please" I asked.
He did that.
Boy became alert and erect he was still holding my hand but didn't seem to connect with it. I squeezed gently and stroked he reciprocated but his focus remained on Nelson.
He had gone to the wall nearest us.
Very casually he sat down and placed a hand on the glass. And there we had it a perfectly good routine to pacify a feral child. Hopefully it would not be one we'd have to use again.
Nelson was sitting next to Boy and I in a couple of minutes.
Then Stein and Jeneral adapted the routine to their forms.
Before an hour was up we were all sitting vibrantly. Sharing energy and the star was beaming. He had even let Nelson touch his face.
We sat and each took turns at talking to Boy. He had already picked up the habit of nodding as one spoke to him. Such a rapid learner amazing!
The door outside of the lock-up room opened and couches floated in. Boy jumped. But did not move from us. He gently let his hand rest on mine.
Bond entered after the Kinetic team. Who had arranged the furniture in the lock-up without entering. Boy watched curiously. As the furniture floated into place. He knew the energy came from the man and woman in the other room.
How does a sensitive Babe end up feral??

BOY MEETS BOND

Bond walked into the cell I would be sleeping in.
Boy stood up his face a study in confusion. He walked over to the wall and he put his hand to the glass.
Bond followed his lead.
Boy banged on the glass making us all jump. Bond of course did not.
Next Boy howled savagely viciously at Bond. Bond of course did not have an emotional response to that.
"May I try something?" Bond asked.
Boy stood back not angry but with a curious look on his face.
We all gave Bond a "Sure you can." mumble.
"Hi I'm Bond I am different. I am like this wall." Bond touched the wall and himself. "I am a friend." He smiled mouth closed.
Then he walked over to the door and entered the room.
Sat down and waited.
Boy was surprised. We sympathized with him he could not feel Bond. He didn't know why. We sat and let Boy acquaint himself with Bond.
Food was bought into us.
Surprisingly Boy did not as I had expected, ravage the food he was given. In fact he was extremely delicate and did not leave essence of a morsel eaten.
We ate together as if it were a family gathering. In a sense for the Babe it was supposedly his first family union.
"So for now I'm here with the Babe. We start easing him into the bonded world? He will need a Bond wont he? We must organize placement as well of course."
We ate and agreed on the Babe needing a Bond firstly and home placement.
There was a brief silence our group appeared contemplative.
A slight feeling of nervousness. I spoke up. "Do we need to find out how he came to be feral?" Everyone shifted slightly awkward was the term to describe the feeling. "Ahem yes." Nelson replied. "We absolutely have to know how this happened. Will it happen again? Has it happened before? We can no longer avoid Southside and the poverty of knowledge that exists there."
The group sighed relief.
We knew that was exactly what had to and needed to happen.
We relaxed and enjoyed the last of our meal.

DAWNS A NEW DAY

I wake with a panic! I'm alone where's Bond? Where am I? I hear this god-awful keening! "Aaaahhhh!!"
My senses stumble about me. I am erect my head swarming. I sit waiting for equilibrium. My eyes slowly focus on the strange environ. Memory starts to return. The Babe oh yes. "Oh yes!"
I stand and run, straight into the glass wall. "Ooofh!" My forehead hits hard. In darkness I see stars."Ohh! Mnnshht!"
From the amulet at my breast Solid inquires "Is everything okay Miss?"
"Oh Solid what is it with me and walls!" I re-adjust myself and purposely focus on my destination. Solid offers "Maybe Miss you are too automatic. And your navigation systems have not understood where they were supposed to take you?" That actually made more sense to me than I wanted to admit.
"Yes thank you Solid. I think you may have a point."
"You are welcome Miss. Can I do anything for you?" Solid asked. "No thank you Solid I'm okay. I'll let you know when I need you."
"Very good Miss."
Regaining my senses I had the feeling of being watched.
I proceeded to the door…

4.BEYOND BOY

2. BEYOND OUR OWN

The place we arrived at was new to me, and looked like an olden day farm.
There were fenced grassed areas, and unsightly brick pens, these had been deemed unethical to animals and outlawed centuries ago.
I didn't feel scared like before, this was a different feeling…
I felt heavy and a live numb was stuck in my abdominal area.
What was this place? I looked at Chief he was a little uneasy, he wore a frown. I could not hear his thoughts.
We made our way to an older style building. It seemed the appropriate fit for this strange place.
In fact the journey here was representative of this place. We had a horse pulling along a carriage that we were sitting in. The horse assured me that he was fine and even enjoyed serving us.
I could understand that, after all I did the same myself. "Where do you live?" I enquired of mind. "I live on the farm it is nice there quite right for me." He had sounded though he meant it. But seeing it now it was hard to accept that an intelligent being would care to live locked up.
Walking past the horse thought to me. "But you lock your self away at night do you not?" I jumped lightly at the intrusion. "Well yes I do but that is my choice and for my betterment!" I almost cried. "As it is for me." He smiled in my mind. "The name's Charlie."
Embarrassed that I'd not even asked his name or offered mine left me mute and struggling for breath. "It's okay," Charlie thought. "Seems to me you have been through much today. Your mind was screeching so hard not to hear it. You've been overwhelmed, please don't feel bad." He trotted off after thanking a bonded for helping him undress.

I stood. I watched. I was stupefied...

Walking into the 'house' I was immediately taken aback it looked 'normal' the walls were empathtech, warming and soothing me instantly.
I felt my lungs expel and the worries lessen. It was strange to have this emotional connection to a problem. Problems were for logic and that is how we dealt with them. Well up until now that is.
I never recall Adults telling us anything about this other extreme reaction to a problem. Not once. Seems ludicrous this be kept from us.
I had to sit down.
The room was doing well by me, but now my less stressed bodymind was reeling. A strong warm hand steadied me. I let my head fall against firm chest. "Thank you Bond" he seated me. "Don't speak just rest. You have had a lot to deal with just rest let it filter." His voice soothing.

MEET NELSON

I then became aware of my aurap she was deep redblack all over. "Ooh!! I'm Ooh!! So sorry!" Again my pulse raced. My aurap erratically changing through dark redpurpblackblue. I was gasping for breathe. Bond kept holding me soothing with words. I couldn't hear by ear or mind. All I could hear was screaming. Seeing bloodredblack dancing voluptuously in my vision.
Suddenly I felt a surge of warmth run through me changing my visionthree. I was picked up and held like a Babe. My pulse slowed I could see light hear a warm male voice and in my mind babybluepinks drifted. My eyes focused on a man I did not know. "Hello" he spoke softly calmly. "You're okay you are safe we can help you through this okay." I believed him I nodded and went to speak but throat was deserted. "Hhhi" was all I managed. "Ssshhh" He said stroking my hair. I sat heaped upon the lap of this new person in my life. My head cleared after ten minutes enough to say. "Hello thank you so much."
He looked down assessing my condition. "I'm happy to have helped. I'm Nelson. I frequent this fine establishment from time to time. But I have not met such beauty before."
I didn't know how to react to what he had just said. So I didn't. "I need to get up please." I tipped out of his lap. Coming to stand wobbling Bond steadied me. "Thank you Nelson, I am unused to such high drama." Standing Nelson smiled saying. "Don't mention it I live to serve."
Our eyes held each other…

MEETING THE BABE

"You are here to see the babe aren't you" Nelson stated rather than asking. "Aaah yes I am. I don't know where the chief has gone?" I said looking around blindly.
"That's fine he's being briefed I was asked to escort you to the babe." Nelson said.
A slight rose coloured my cheeks at the word escort. I followed him down an awfully long corridor. He held open a door and let me enter first I was a little nervous. "It's okay, it's safe." The room was dimly lit with soothing sounds wafting. It had a wall down the middle it was made of glass. On the other side of this wall sat a babe, a child. He looked terribly disturbed obviously feral. Wearing a tattered piece of clothe about his hips. Showing a thin body with big thighs that didn't fit his frame well.
I was hoping to find some sense of human sanity. I could not recognize any. Looking at Nelson I enquired, "I see the room is trying to calm. Who has had contact with the child?" Observing the child Nelson replied. "Only I." I noted a slight flinch and an even slighter shudder. "He attacked me tooth and claw. He is one very scared little animal. Seems unlikely that he has had human contact before."
Trying to comprehend the enormity of this was difficult. "He is alive and well in the broadest sense. If he has not been raised by people then what, who?" Nelson looked at me his blue eyes distant. "We are not sure we have the Feline Division on their way, as are the Canine Division. We expect that these would be the most likely rarers of this human. Though his feral-ness is extreme. It may be he rared himself?"
I went closer to observe the boy. Noticing that the room he was in was divided yet again with a glass wall. "Can I go in there?" Nodding my head towards the contained area within.
"Yes of course would you like me to come with?" Nelson offered. "Thank you I wish to go alone." I moved over to the door.
The instant it opened the boy erupted hysterically! He screeched his alarm and gave cautionary growling. I instinctively paused. Then mustering courage stepped into the room.
My senses blurred. The sight an almost morphic display of human flattened against the glass. Audial hissin-growl indescribable, decibels immeasurable. The room was suffused in muskypink throbbing calmly. My Aurap was responding to the room following the positive.
The child fell back to the floor I bent to help obviously unable. He lay still I sat down and waited. He moved slowly head lifting. Then he was up on all fours! Turning in my direction his lip curled and a barely audible rumble broke the savaged silence.
The room and the Aurap were actively keeping the calm atmosphere.

I sat and I watched…

He did not move from the spot on which he had fallen. He stared at me with intense black eyes no obvious pupils. His head set in attack position his neck rigid. He was perched between broad thighs (pounce ready). I to stared back at him without intensity. No emotion on my face.
I just watched.
When what seemed like an hour but only five minutes had passed. I started to hum softly. At first the boy was startled he reared up and hissed through impressively snarly lips.
I kept my eyes fixed on his my tune steady. The room had picked up my tune to and harmonized with a low slow vibe and a barely audible boom.
He settled back quickly into his pounce posture though he seemed more relaxed.
I sat watched and hummed.

MEET THE TEAMS

I noticed the Feline Team slink in just ahead of the Canine Team.
A good idea having the glass clear so you could see out from within.
Boy instantly drew back to enable clearer vision of me and the outsiders.
I remained seated and humming.
When he had taken in the new people I spoke. "Hello" to the teams.
Boy jumped in fright and squawked but remained in that posture. "I want you to open the channel so he can hear you speaking please." With thought the Cat said. "Hello"
Boy changed position ever slightly to look at the Cat. "I'm Stein with the Feline Team. I am here to observe and advise."
He nodded at us "Thank you Stein" I replied in voice nodding.
Boy watching me.
"Hello I'm Jeneral I am here to observe and advise." Thought the female from the Canine Team. Boy looked at her I thought he looked calmer. "Thank you Jeneral" I again replied in voice.
I had Boys attention.
I decided to think. "Hello I'm Scenteal and I am here to observe and assist." I then spoke, thought and nodded. "Hello" no facial expression to flavour greeting.
Boy then looked at each in kind and nodded thinking the quietest whimper "hmm"
He started with Stein, Jeneral, then me. I stirred with excitement hoping my aurap wouldn't shock Boy. She slowly changed colour sensing the situation called for subtlety. He flinched slightly as she changed. But then curiosity replaced the reaction. "Hello" I repeated with voice and mind and a small toothless smile.
I watched and waited...

3.BEYOND BABE